Thursday, October 21

It doesn't feel right. I shouldn't be here so happy and comfortable while so many are going to hell. This is really really disturbing, I have been deceived. This is not reality, the US is not reality. People are dying everyday and going to hell. What are we doing? We're having a picnic in the middle of a war. We're smiling, standing on top of thousands of dead corpses rotting away, the smell doesn't even go into our nose because we're so busy with all the "good stuff" in life. What is going on? Why am I even here? We have been blinded, we are fools doing whatever fulfills our desires. How could we be so blind?