I sit here at my kitchen table on New Years Eve.

Realizing just how much disorder exists in my life. I'm wishing that I could go hibernate for a couple months, leaving behind school, home, life, etc. At the bottom of all this lies some sort of dissapoinment with God for giving me some temporary displeasure. What ingratitude! Lord, help my unbelief. Open my eyes to all that You have so graciously given to me. Most of all, let me to live a life worthy of the calling that I have received.
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God help.