Sometimes it doesn't seem like I'm in control of my own life. It's hard to keep sober in spirit when there's so much around in this world to drink. God, be the Lord of my emotions as well as the rest of my life.
The Christian life is a daily battle. Everyday is about dying to oneself, picking up the cross and following Him.
Also, pray for the nations: http://www.gmi.org/ow/today.html
What drives me to go the wrong way when I know in my heart what is right?
"He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep, to gain what he cannot lose." - Jim Elliot