My sleeping habits have been a bit off lately.

I have a tendency to depend too much on circumstance. I keep thinking that "I'll pray more when I slept more" or "I'll try to apply it when I am more able," etc. God did not call us to obey only when we are able. Christ was not obedient only when the situation allowed it, He went so far as dying on the cross, and this He did while praying, "take this cup from me." Why then am I so stubborn to obey? Lord, take break my heart and make my faith more than just words.