It seems like whenever I find any sort of security or comfort in this world, I forget about God. But when my world comes crashing down I seek Him. If getting my life jacked up means that I'll seek God, so be it.

"Submit therefore to God Resist the devil and he will flee from you. Draw near to God and He will draw near to you Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Be miserable and mourn and weep; let your laughter be turned into mourning and your joy to gloom. Humble yourselves in the presence of the Lord, and He will exalt you." - James 4:7-10